I felt really, really lonely after Grand-mère came to take Noel back home.

...

I wish he could be here more =/

I'm SO sorry about all of Noel's spam! He likes to push buttons on things and, for some reason, he loves my computer more than any of his toys.

I hope no one was bothered by it =/

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((Noel likes to make his presence known.)

Huh. It's Easter today? I didn't even realize until Grand-mère called me. I guess it kind of just crept up on me this year, since it was so early.

Not that I really wanted to celebrate it anyway. Some one left an egg here and I just got rid of it. I don't know who it was from and...I'm a little too old for that stuff, as Grand-mère constantly reminds me.



Anyway, I got a job with the local newspaper. I guess they like how thorough I am with my grammar and spelling, since they want me to proof articles for them. It's a step towards working for a publishing company or something, at least...

One foot in front of the other, Michel. One step at a time.

I have to pull myself together.

I can't let myself get too depressed. I can't let myself sink back into alcoholism...And I can't mope.

I have to get a job. I have to find a good way to support myself. I'm not going to let this mess up my life and I'm not going to let myself get so messed up I'll lose Noel. He's all I've got, now.

I've got to keep going.

I hate everything.



...But I can't let that happen again. I have Noel to think of.


((Michel is pretty broken up about Luna leaving. He'll be locked in his apartment for a few days, crying and trying not to lapse back into alcoholism.))

It was...weird to come home yesterday and find there was no "home" any more.

I guess I'm pretty lucky we weren't on campus when...whatever exactly happened happened. And I don't think any one got hurt, but I guess after the campus exploded, a lot of people are pulling up stakes and leaving town. I can't say it surprises me, but...I was in a war. Even though everything is gone, I've seen a lot worse.

I don't want to go home. I don't want to go crawling back and live with Grand-mère again, like I can't do anything on my own. I have my future to think of, and Noel, and it's time to try and decide what I want to do.

Maybe I can get a job somewhere...

Luna, are you okay? What about you, Jade? If you need some place to stay until things get sorted out, Noel and I are at a reasonably priced hotel...


((This is my way of saying "let's get things figured out and move on!" Oh, and I just realized Michel needs more friends ~_~))

This place is boring.

Luna, we should hit the road and go somewhere exciting! I'll get a hotel room. We can blow this one-horse town and have some time alone ^_~


((Schu's making Michel less shy and awkward...And he's STILL failing to be cool? Poor Michel XD))

Luna and I had a nice time stargazing the other night...It's good to have the real her back.

I like when things are calm and simple...


((That's Schu's cue to cause mischief :3))

Something is really, REALLY wrong with Luna.

She's acting like all the wrong things are the most important and she's being mean to every one. That's not the kind of person she is...At least, I didn't think it was.

I don't know what to do. I don't even want to talk to her, not with the way she's treating people.

I already had one girlfriend who was a bitch. I don't need another.

I went to buy a Valentine's present for Luna yesterday and I WAS HELD HOSTAGE BY KILLER TEDDY BEARS FOR NINETEEN HOURS!!!!

They had fangs, man, and claws and locked us all in the bathroom at the Target. One of them was marching outside the door, keeping guard in case we tried to escape. It was singing "Teddy Bear's Picnic" while it marched...*whimpers*

I don't know who saved us, but when it got quiet and some one was able to pick the lock, there was stuffing and fuzzy fabric everywhere...

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(("I think Noel broke my keyboard..."))

Noel really likes the corn we got at the farmer's market. I don't get why babies like corn so much...It just makes their poop nasty. He's still at that messy eating stage, too, so he flung corn and pureed pumpkin all over the place -_-

Well, I'm getting pretty tired of eat canned and frozen stuff. The crashed Gundam is STILL in the middle of the gaping hole in the dining hall, so no one is working on fixing it yet. And now there's a giant robot ant patrolling the area and ranting about colonies and damage and burning. This place just gets weirder and weirder.

I really do need to keep my half of the dorm cleaner. It's a hassle to have to clean everything when I know Grand-mère will be coming with Noel. But cleaning is such a pain...

Maybe I'll check out that farmers' market. It might be a welcome change from the canned ravioli and hot pockets. Luna, want to come with me?

Well.

The dining hall got blown up again.

Guess it'll be ramen and spaghetti-os for dinner for a while.

Um, Heero...

Why is the commonroom full of stuffed animals.....?




....And what does one do on a nargle hunt, anyway?

So...uh...the new janitor is a giant bug? And...Luna, you made friends with it? Him?

It's been snowing here and there again. And it's not my fault this time...

I might take a computer course next semester. I mean, I know how to use the computer to write papers and go online, but not much beyond that.

Any one know of a good book store in town? Or can any one recommend a good book? I want something to read...

Luna and I went to the beach the other day. The weather was great that day, so it was really nice. She's so calm; it's pleasant going anywhere with her. And I just really like the beach. It's something we didn't have in the colony, so it's a bit of a treat to go.

And I didn't die blushing or say anything stupid or trip over my own feet or anything...

((Clearly, he's recovered a leetle bit.))

Dear Luna,

Thank you for the...owl. I still find it very interesting to get mail that way. Don't worry about being too busy to visit today; I was pretty busy getting Noel packed up to go back. I haven't really celebrated my birthday in a while anyway. But if you'd like to do something, maybe we can tomorrow? It might be nice.

I hope your dad likes his letter. It must be a long one, to take all day to write.

Yours,
Michel

( ((This part be a private but hackable journal post)) )

ATTENTION: TODAY IS MICHEL'S BIRTHDAY.

He's not the kind of person to make a journal post that's like "OH EM GEE, ITS MAH BIRTHDAY" but...he did mention last week that it was coming up.

Please. People can harrass him now? :D